My greatest fear now has the reason to officially be known as yeah, a fear.
But jia lin. you have the power, the power, to always pick yourself up and try again.
today i taste God’s goodness, and also the strength to lift my hands even in waters. let me constantly lift it up for you.
In essence, I guess I know that there’s so much more to life and I’m 24 and I feel like everyday I should be ready to wake up at 6am, have a good run and have a good day. The reverse is happening though. Why do I feel 422222
I wish I could put a finger to this. This is not that tough, yet it isn’t easy.
I find myself being sucked into things that have made me ask myself, is this worthwhile to devote my entire time to and at the end of it. Do meaningful things require seemingly meaningless things to be done in order to fulfill the former? Sometimes I regard these things as small day to day tragedies that cause me to pose existential questions. My mind is clearly in a swirl today.
It is not the understanding of sermons, scriptures etc that get us to a place of spiritual rest and renewal. It is the understanding, and more importantly, the application.